[ confirm. please enjoy a lowkey buzzing of anxiety, fear and dread that alex seems to be holding at bay through practice and willpower alone. it spikes sometimes, but for the most part it's... copable. less when she's talking with someone like she is now. ]
I keep wanting to think it might not keep happening but... that feels a bit silly, now.
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I keep wanting to think it might not keep happening but... that feels a bit silly, now.