what if she does all three? it'll take her a bit but just something about how alex just holds her like this and constantly tells her it's fine is... she doesn't want to be at the mercy of her feelings anymore but it's so much.
she's furious. so. yeah. she'll cling to alex and be mad, shout, and cry all at once. ]
[ thank you for allowing her to do all three because she will for a while.
though once she's done she'll hiccup a few times before pulling away with an apology. who knows how long she had been crying and screaming against alex but her voice is definitely scratchy now. sometimes...you just need to let it out and she's thankful it was alex, honestly. ]
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I don't know.
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If it helps, do it. Get mad, cry, shout. Or not. [ grief is never the same ]
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what if she does all three? it'll take her a bit but just something about how alex just holds her like this and constantly tells her it's fine is... she doesn't want to be at the mercy of her feelings anymore but it's so much.
she's furious. so. yeah. she'll cling to alex and be mad, shout, and cry all at once. ]
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alex will just adjust her grip so she can hug her tighter, and get a hand on top of izumo's head so she can stroke it gently, and soothingly.
she doesn't say anything though, because... well. what is there to say? she can get rid of grief just by talking it away, that's not how it works. ]
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though once she's done she'll hiccup a few times before pulling away with an apology. who knows how long she had been crying and screaming against alex but her voice is definitely scratchy now. sometimes...you just need to let it out and she's thankful it was alex, honestly. ]
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alex just strokes her hair until she pulls away, but keeps her hands resting on the girl's arms. ]
Don't apologise for that. Better to get it all out than keep it all locked up.