[ confirm. please enjoy a lowkey buzzing of anxiety, fear and dread that alex seems to be holding at bay through practice and willpower alone. it spikes sometimes, but for the most part it's... copable. less when she's talking with someone like she is now. ]
I keep wanting to think it might not keep happening but... that feels a bit silly, now.
[Oh, mood? Mood. Yoshizawa seemed to be in a good enough mood when this conversation started, but now it seems to be rapidly ebbing away. Enjoy that sensation of dread, anxiety and helplessness wrapped up in a delicious depression tortilla. It's fine.]
We failed to identify the one responsible for Sharon-san and Cater-san's deaths. I want to hope they won't strike again, but... It feels unlikely, doesn't it?
It's started now. I'm not sure how we make it stop... you and I might say we couldn't or don't want to kill anyone, but we can't speak for everyone else.
[ it's cool, alex feels kinda of the same about all this. dread, anxiety, fear and helplessly all blending together when she thinks about it too much. ]
And we can't afford to get it wrong again, really.
[It's horrible, really. That sensation of helplessness. Of feeling like you're trapped in an awful situation with no clear way out.]
I wish there was something we could do to stop this from ever happening again. We were brought to this realm to help, and now... so many awful things have happened.
I think it's spiralled more out of control than anyone anticipated. In a way, I do believe the leaders only meant for us to gather nova.
It feels like there are too many other ways to actually gather it for murder to be the main and only option. I just... don't know how we get things back on track. Or if we even can anymore.
I believe that as well. They seemed to be just as shocked as we are by how things turned out... Not to mention, they've been injured as a result of all this.
[Someone, please save the NPCs.]
But even if we don't know how, we have to believe we'll find a way. Giving up... It's something I can accept so easily.
I don't want to give up either. We'll just... have to think things through, but try not to drag our heels about it. Otherwise we might run into issues if this keeps spiralling out of control.
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After spotting Alex on her second pass, she starts jogging in her direction, waving back as she approaches.]
Hello, Benedetto-san! [Slowing down once she's by her side.] How are you feeling today?
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[ oh my god these titles ] You can just call me Alex, you know. I don't mind.
I'm... better, I think. You?
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[Close enough.]
I'll be alright. [They all got cut up and there's a murderer on the loose, but.] It's been a long couple of days for all of us, I think.
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... that’s a polite way of putting it, yeah.
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Honestly, it still doesn't feel real.
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I keep wanting to think it might not keep happening but... that feels a bit silly, now.
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[Oh, mood? Mood. Yoshizawa seemed to be in a good enough mood when this conversation started, but now it seems to be rapidly ebbing away. Enjoy that sensation of dread, anxiety and helplessness wrapped up in a delicious depression tortilla. It's fine.]
We failed to identify the one responsible for Sharon-san and Cater-san's deaths. I want to hope they won't strike again, but... It feels unlikely, doesn't it?
oh my GOD dw
[ it's cool, alex feels kinda of the same about all this. dread, anxiety, fear and helplessly all blending together when she thinks about it too much. ]
And we can't afford to get it wrong again, really.
dw really killing us out here
[It's horrible, really. That sensation of helplessness. Of feeling like you're trapped in an awful situation with no clear way out.]
I wish there was something we could do to stop this from ever happening again. We were brought to this realm to help, and now... so many awful things have happened.
dw says no to murdergames
It feels like there are too many other ways to actually gather it for murder to be the main and only option. I just... don't know how we get things back on track. Or if we even can anymore.
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[Someone, please save the NPCs.]
But even if we don't know how, we have to believe we'll find a way. Giving up... It's something I can accept so easily.
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