Someone told me about it on Friday. Between the trial and the poison I didn't get a chance to mention it, but... this is apparently the second time we've done this. [ and she looks supremely fuckin' uncomfortable because having the fact she forgot everything, twice, dumped in her lap sucks actually. ]
We all chose to repeat this, at the cost of our memories, because we lost too many people last time.
... And yes. I think we're split - two teams are fine, two teams are middling, and two are dangerously low.
[he just nods, not particularly surprised at all this.]
From my understanding, the previous situation was that half of the participants could not be saved, and this was deemed unacceptable-- but this is the last chance there is. I believe it has been implied this is not necessarily only the second.
[listen he's still dealing with the implication that it might have specifically been them, because agreeing to this doesn't sound like him?? was he dead???]
...I told you I would only allow you to lay down your life for a purpose. I have seen more than enough sacrifice for one lifetime, but for the sake of seeing this through...
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Someone told me about it on Friday. Between the trial and the poison I didn't get a chance to mention it, but... this is apparently the second time we've done this. [ and she looks supremely fuckin' uncomfortable because having the fact she forgot everything, twice, dumped in her lap sucks actually. ]
We all chose to repeat this, at the cost of our memories, because we lost too many people last time.
... And yes. I think we're split - two teams are fine, two teams are middling, and two are dangerously low.
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[he just nods, not particularly surprised at all this.]
From my understanding, the previous situation was that half of the participants could not be saved, and this was deemed unacceptable-- but this is the last chance there is. I believe it has been implied this is not necessarily only the second.
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So, we get it right or that's it. We really can't afford to mess things up.
[ give her a second here, emet. you've just told her she probably lost her memory mcfuckin' many times. (simple dog noises eeeeeeeeeee) ]
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[but, well, speaking of getting everything in order--]
Ah- come here a moment.
[he's just pulling her aside a moment to tell her what his team is, it's been long enough.]
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One time, I can believe. But over and over again? That's just pure torture.
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[because, again-- even if he would prefer to see this group return alive, it just doesn't sound like him to give up everything.]
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[Just pinching the bridge of his nose and sighing.]
Anyways, its not like how many times we forgot changes anything. Like you said...I guess this is the last go-around.
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[EXCUSE ME?]
[Hansa just. Stares for a very, very long moment.]
So...wait, this isn't...we're doing this again?
[He shakes his head in disbelief.]
Ergh...this is a headache and a half.
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That's one way of putting it.
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Well, I guess it is what it is. I can't even be surprised anymore.
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Maybe be a little surprised. We need to not get too laid back about it so we don't mess this up permanently.
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Oh. Same as her, huh...
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We found each other pretty early on.
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... So.
Our teams are likely the biggest targets right now.
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I believe I should be one of the ones to die.
[Frankly.]
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Don't even say such a thing, are you MAD?!
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[Steeling himself for this, expression quiet]
I have not splintered, but I worry all the same. And I would rather I die than other members of my team, if possible.
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[a flat look, there. but-
he exhales a slow sigh.]
...I told you I would only allow you to lay down your life for a purpose. I have seen more than enough sacrifice for one lifetime, but for the sake of seeing this through...
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[He shakes his head. EMET...PLEASE.......]
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