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Alex Benedetto ([personal profile] chanteuser) wrote2020-09-28 05:38 pm
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IZUMO


izumo every trial
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[personal profile] sacredchants 2020-11-16 08:55 am (UTC)(link)
[ this sounds horrifying. ]

I... I told you some of it that one time. [ when she was trying to look cute?? ] A, and it wasn't as though I said anything...at first.
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[personal profile] sacredchants 2020-11-16 08:58 am (UTC)(link)
Kind of.

I've only been able to put some of it to words.
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[personal profile] sacredchants 2020-11-16 09:09 am (UTC)(link)
Is it easy for anyone?
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[personal profile] sacredchants 2020-11-16 09:12 am (UTC)(link)
What...you just say whatever comes to mind?
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[personal profile] sacredchants 2020-11-16 09:15 am (UTC)(link)
Then there's nothing wrong with how I haven't been able to say everything.
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[personal profile] sacredchants 2020-11-16 09:56 am (UTC)(link)
Th, then why did you ask for a process?
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[personal profile] sacredchants 2020-11-16 10:08 am (UTC)(link)
O, oh.

[ uh...um??? ]

I... I suppose we sort of fell into it, and we did hold hands. We...we've held them plenty.

[ she's just answering questions as they come to her since it's easiest??? ]
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[personal profile] sacredchants 2020-11-16 10:19 am (UTC)(link)
It is. [ she smiles but then also looks down at the ground. ] I hope that I'll have his more than the other way around now. It always seems like he's taking care of me.

[ admittedly, her time here has sucked so? valid? but also :/ ]
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[personal profile] sacredchants 2020-11-16 10:59 am (UTC)(link)
[ ...

hope and trust. two things she doesn't have in spades.
]

...I genuinely hope that's the case. I know how I can see and handle things can hurt him.
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[personal profile] sacredchants 2020-11-16 11:08 am (UTC)(link)
So, I'm lead to believe, but I also know that there will be just parts of me that won't be able to avoid doing things that he won't like.

[ changing everything about who you are for just one person? hmm. no. what are relationships? this is hard. ]
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[personal profile] sacredchants 2020-11-16 11:15 am (UTC)(link)
I do communicate.

[ just fucking poorly. ]

...or, well, I'm not trying to hide things from him anymore.
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[personal profile] sacredchants 2020-11-16 11:21 am (UTC)(link)
[ LOOK THIS IS HARD? ]

What else am I supposed to do?

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